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MAJOR RL update of doom.

  • Oct. 22nd, 2009 at 10:29 PM
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ALRIGHT.

Lots of stuff to talk about.

First things first: Look who arrived~!

8D Someone new~! )

Anywho~

Work Stuff's )


Drama and Breakdowns )


Uuuuuum, yeah~! Is there anything else?


DOLL QUESTION!! ( TT_TT Help ) )

D: What do you think?

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  • Sep. 17th, 2009 at 11:49 PM

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EMPLOYEE is ME.

  • Sep. 7th, 2009 at 3:40 PM
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I'VE BEEN HIRED BY PETSMART!! I never realized how much it pays to have someone on the inside. o_o Connections are KEY. Connections are GOOD. BLESSED. GODSEND.

THANK YOU SHAWN!!!!!!

I'm so happy! I have a job! Training begins tommorow~! I WILL HAVE MONEY!!! I CAN GET DOLLS!!!! OMG I CAN GET DOLLS!!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!


On another note, my internet is being completely and absolutely RETARDED. It will dissconnect for FIVE SECONDS, which will throw all of my windows into a CRAZY WACKED OUT SCREAM FEST. =_= I REALLY hate it. It's REALLY begining to bug me. *twitch*

So yes. News must come in two's, I suppose.

I'm going to go play a game now to calm down.



PS- Sa-chan, are we gonna make the Kernels of Genius? 8D
 


 

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DONE NAOW.

  • Sep. 1st, 2009 at 3:56 PM
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Job Interview )

So yeah. All's well now.


Life Drawing )

Am I babbling? That's what journals are for right? Babbling?

Ugh, I'm tired, and I'm wearing makeup. XP Maybe I'll take a nap....

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This be an RL update. Enjoy.

  • Aug. 26th, 2009 at 2:15 PM
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Aaaaah~ I love Ren.

School, Pain, and a Thank you~ )

I tried to not put any emotes in this post. I can't beleive I did it... It's surprisingly difficult. I'm gonna have to cut back on that.

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Dangerous Day Dream's

  • Aug. 12th, 2009 at 11:27 PM
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Well, I promised Washington pictures, and I actually came through with it. ^^ And not only that, I got a story with the pictures. Have some Alex and Lorien, just to prove to you all that they don't really hate each other as much as it seems. ^^

Don't Think We Don't Notice )

I'm home. Can air conditioners MELT?

  • Aug. 11th, 2009 at 12:11 PM
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Dear Phoenicians:
How do you people live here? How is this city inhabitable? Phoenix, AZ, the gate to the fires of hell. Seriously, its wrong how hot it is here. ;o; Take mne back to Washington! With green and water and cool breezes!!

Yes, I'm back. Washington trip was a blast, and I already can't wait to go again. But I am a little happy to be home, with my friends, internet connection, and real bed. Just wished we could have brought some of the clouds with us. Our welcome home gift was something i could have done without though: it seems that our air conditioner MELTED while we were gone. If that isn't a clue, I don't know what is. So it was even hot inside the house as well as out. But luckily we got it fixed the next day, so we didn't melt along with the appliances.

I took lots of pictures, hopefully some of them turned out as nice as I wanted, so look for those coming up. I had some fun with Alex, I think... he's so lovely, and stole the spotlight as usual. XP I've been thinking about their stroy a lot lately, and I even worked out their world, and why it is the way it is, why beings like Mikael are possible, why Shin's dragon blood is trying to kill him, and also why Shin is so innocent and naive. (Yes, there IS an actual reason!).

Because Mikail shouldn't be possible, being a specific sort of being. Beings that were killed by holy swords and reborn from them at seemingly random times. It shouldn't work that way, but it does. (Because the world is out of wack, thanks to the Human Government. Evil people. I really hate them now. T-T ) I'm working on the kinks, but I know that Mikails race is called  the 'Thusia Vekra', which is 'dead sacrafice' in Greek. Woot.

Right, jumping back on the right train... Washington was awesome. My friend is leaving today back to California, so I spent all last night swimming with her and some others. ToT I will miss you Ang-chan!!

I'm signing up for school, and already not looking forward to it. It's such a hassle, all the classes i want to take are all interfering with each other... BLEH. I'm aiming for a Writing class, Art WaterOn a little bit better news, I'm going to go and see about a job later today, and hopefully get it. It's nice to have connections at old workplaces. >:3

So yush... um, that's all I can think of right now. XD My bodies sore from playing 'Chicken' in the pool.

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It's hard to be hyper in text form. =3=

  • Jul. 28th, 2009 at 2:55 PM
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Been a while, hasn't it? But nothing really happened. The party was a SUCCESS, despite the fact that everyone but the one from Tuscon thought it was Saturday, and it therefore got melded into a doll/Rock Band party, lol. >>;; Did you all have fun? Or am I delusional? ;o;
I'm going to try and do the same thing for my birthday party next month (August) , or something similair anyway. XD All my friends seem to be doll friends now, except for, like... three, lol. I don't mind though, I like doll meet party things. SO ALL YOU PEOPLE ARE INVITED AGAIN, KK?! I just don't know the date or time yet. >>;; I will make sure to make it clear which day it is this time, lmao. I know for sure it's going to be after the 9th and before the 20th, so don't plan anyting in there. XD I'm so bossy....

Um, Me and Sephora tanned her 'million dollar baby' (JK, a joke I JUST thought up), an Elf Ducan who use to house her character Moak. After a rough sort of bit in their relationship, Moak decided to switch molds, so Say-chan was all 'maybe we should tan him' and I was like 'YUSH!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!' Lol, I enjoyed that WAY to much. XD t\Testing a tanning process on an Elf Ducan, aren't we lovely insane people? But it turned out SO WELL!! XD OMG, I love him now, lol. I hope Say-chan loves him as well, and I think she does, she looked rather pleased. She's gonna let his character manifest itself, lol. I'm excited, I always love her characters.

On that note, a new character is infesting himself in my head. CURSE IT ALL!!! XD Darn you use-to-be-Moak-elf-ducan doll!! I'm falling in love with a doll that isn't mine, and developing a character off of him?! XD What is this nonsense? LOL it'll be alright though, because now I know that I can tan Mikael, as WELL as the Lu-Wen head, who may work for this character in my mind... or maybe I've finally found an excuse to get a Crobidoll Lance? But he has no elf ears, which are key... BLEEEEEH No more!! There's so many.... ;o; *is buried under desires*

I need to find a way to sneak into D's mom's house and steal her Senior Delf boy, and see how a head Mikael's size (Alex's head should work) would look on their smexy body.... I know the skin wouldn't match, but that's fine, because I'm TANNING IT~!!! I ahm GENIUS!! Anyway, D, do you think it's possible to meet up with you for that? ;o; Maybe you can come to brithday party, yes? Your mother is invited as well, with her lovelies (BREAKAWAY!!! *goes into convulsions*).

It's hard to be hyper in text form. =3=

But anyway, um, I'm working on smoothing out the tanning job on Mr. Ducan, as well as giving him a faceup. As such, I've kind of begun to... ignore belzer? ;o; No, I'm not ignoring him, but there's a lot of work to do on Mr. Ducan, and I SO wanna put him together... I will get to you Belzer, do not worry!

As it were, I'm leaving Thursday. Me and the family are going to Washington to visit my grandparents for our yearly family trip. However~! This time, since dad got a Harley Davidson motorcycle this year, he's going to be going to Sturgis for the famous Bike Week thing they have there, with his new bike. He's ALWAYS wanted to go, so I'm really happy he's going with a biker friend of his. XD They are going on their bikes though, so they may have to take it a little slow.  So, because we have room, SAY-CHAN is coming with me, my mom and brothers to WASHINGTON!!! I'm so excited, I've always wanted to take her up there, and she's always wanted to go, so now we are~! It will be fun. I wanna finish Mr. Ducan before we leave, so we can take pictures of him up there. I'm hoping to finish him by Wednesday, and take some pictures of him in diffrent eyes and wigs, and then debate with her on Thursday. XD Of course, we may just bring all the wigs and junk we have to Washington, but it's best to TRY and conserve space. We're suppose to pack a little light, so yeah...

Um, so we will be going to Washington Thursday, and driving back on the 8th, getting home on the 9th. ^^ We are driving there from Arizona, straight through, in our awesome Dodge Diesel truck. Stopping to have lunch with mom's best friend... so in all, it's going to take us about 26-28 hours to get there. ^^ We've done it before, we are the crazy driving family. heck, we drove from here to NEW YORK, ok? XD We love road trips.

SO yes, that is what's happening in my life. ^^ I'll tyr to upload some dollie pictures on here soon, IU just need to edit them, lol. I got an awesome mirror photoshoot sequence, so yeah, I'll post that sometime. ^^ Thanks all~!

P.S- My fingers smell like brush cleaner. XD

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Am I crying?

  • Jul. 5th, 2009 at 10:16 PM

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Stupid people. It's still HOT. I don't care what kind of heat, it's still BLOOMIN' HEAT!! BUUUUUURRRRRRRNNNNSSSS!!!

Actually, it's been kind of nice here in the desert state, becuase it's been cloudy. 8D 90% outside, can you believe it? How lovely~! shot Lmao, anyway. The last two days, meaning yesterday and today, I have been doing MANUAL LABOR. 8D Crazy stuff, lol. It's kind of fulfilling. For those who do not know,. I work inside, at a desk, putting numbers into a computer. Or I go driving around, picking up and dropping off cars and their innards. Involves a lot of sitting down and concentrating.

Painting an acre long metal fence requires none of the following. It's standing and crouching, and painting with sticky paint. But really, it is kind of nice, despite my sore legs and slightly swollen palm and all together really high body temperature during the process. It's gratifying, to see what you've done with your own two hands on materialistic things. ^^ And I listen to my ipod during the time, and the hours really just fly by... which is nice when getting paid by the hour, lol. But anyway. I'm a little more tan on my arms and face now, lol. And oddly i feel more awake and rejuvenated. ^^ Nothing like hard work once in a while to make your body function right again. Almost makes me want to do it all the time, except I know that would suck, lol.

Though I just noticed, since I was wearing gloves the entire time, my arms are tanned, and my hands are still pale. XD Lol, I be wearin' skin gloves! XD It was also kind of morbidly gratifyuing to watch as bugs landed ont he freshly painted fence, got their feet stuck and squirmed, which made their wings get tipped in paint, which therefore made it to heavy to fly. Which therefore cause them to die, stuck to the fence, basted like little bit's of black smudge. >3 How awesome is that? Stupid bugs, serves you right! I rejoice in your death!

*cough* Yes, anyway. >>;;;

Uuuuuum, oh, my parents will be leaving town exactly a week from now. They are going on a trip to California, to the Hotel Del Coronado, which is SUPER AWESOME AND FANCY PRETTY!! 8D I'm so happy for mom, she LOVES that hotel, but it's so expensive, she never could find a good enough reason to spend the money on it. And then a friend told her they were selling their rooms for half off!! And she told dad, kind of as a topic conversation, not really expecting anythng, and dad was like 'Hey, let's go for your birthday.' 8D Way to go dad! Brownie points for you, lol!!

So yeah, that's cool. 8D AND so, I get the house to myself!! And what else to do in my house, by myself, but have a doll party!! So, Dee, Gen, Elf, and all you's, be expectin' texts from me ( Actually, Elf, do I have your number? ;-; And Say-luv, I told you already. XD ) And please invite doll friends whom do not watch me or I do not remember the names of at the current moment ( FORGIVE ME!! I KNOW YOU EXIST!! ToT )~! Lol, though it would be helpfull if you guys told me who was coming. >> Need to plan snacks and lunch and all. I'm trying to plan it for around noon or 1, if you think that will work? ^^ Please give me a call or txt~!

Um, lesse, this weekend Im'a going to my friends house for Saturday-Sunday, hopefully. We're gonna stop by my brothers, where she will cook and we will watch Sweeney Todd. -^^- Lol, 'Have a little Priest'.

Uuuums, oh, I have paid off my insurance bill, so I can start saving for better things now!! T_T $250... I want it back... I could have bought that head from you, R727, if not for the cursed insurance. But it is next!! T_T I'm almost there!! Hopefully, with my next paycheck, I shall be sending you a message!! T_T I hope you still have it... I promised you first, so you are top of the list. ^^

STILL JOB HUNTING. Crap, I should just apply to stupid Fry's. *groans and rolls about for a few minutes*

I have to paint Sketch. T_T I have a blank doll head that needs to be done by Saturday waiting for me. DO IT. Bleh. I want to, but my computer is so sloooow, and I must haves my RPing while I paaaaint...


Bleh, I'll go in there in a minute. Anyway, that's whats up~!!! XD Bye all!
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Also posted in my dA journal.
 

Let's start with the movies, ne?

Up and terminator )


Now for the doll stuuuufff....
 

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And last but not least, Story! Please read and comment for me~! <33

 

Am I not More Important? )

Pages flipped back and forth from the wind of the fan, cool air flowing through the room with the smell of old wood and soap. Red eyes stared blankly down at the flipping paper, a frown creased across a pale brow and lightly tinted lips. The words kept repeating as the pages flipped back and forth, in the book telling a story about murder and men with smoke pipes trying to solve it. A heavy sigh slipped past cold fangs that soon after dug into his bottom lip, red eyes looking to the clock on the wall as he waited. Soon… it had to be soon. He was sure of it. Mikail’s fingers tightened around each other as he allowed his head to hang down, black hair brushing his cheeks as it fell forward with the motion. Alex was getting ‘punished’ again… apparently it had started a few weeks ago, but Mikail hadn’t found until last night. One of the other vampires had been making fun of him, as usual. He had decided that telling the fledgling that his master was getting beaten because he had created him would be funny. He hadn’t been laughing when Mikail had torn his throat out.

Pointed ears picked up a sound, softer than the squeak of a mouse, from the bedroom. Quickly getting to his feet, he leapt over the couch and ran into the room, catching a glimpse of blond hair just as the bathroom door began to close. He ran forward, putting his shoulder first and shoving against the door before it could close all the way, the barrier opening with a loud bang as the body behind it fell to the floor. “Oowww…” His gaze fell down to the person now pushing himself up on bloody hands, blond hair falling across his face as faded pink eyes gazed at him through their strands. “Ah… Mikail…” A smile crossed Alex’s lips as he looked up at him, tilting his head to one side. “What are you doing up so… early?” Pain laced through Mikail’s heart as he looked down at his master, at the fake smile he was forcing on his face. He was coated in dried blood, dark smears that stained his porcelain skin without any other markings to show what had happened. There were no wounds, no scars, thanks to the vampire’s ability to heal. But he could see the pain echoing through his master’s body, all hidden behind a careful mask put up for Mikail’s benefit.

He spun, reaching for the nozzle of the tub and twisting the knob, pulling back as hot water shot forth into the porcelain basin. Turning, he bent, grabbing Alex’s shirt and beginning to pull it off. A hand caught his wrist, pain now shining in Alex’s eyes as he shook his head, his mask gone. “D-don’t… Mikail, I’m fine…” Mikail scowled, his red eyes flashing angrily. “Shut up.” Alex blinked, about to speak again when Mikail jerked his hand from Alex’s grasp, disgusted with how easy he was able to do so as he proceeded with stripping his master of his torn and tattered clothing. Then he easily lifted the blond, turning and setting him in the tub, ignoring Alex’s hiss as the water sloshed over his body, wetting the dried blood that caked his skin. Mikail turned off the water, kneeling beside the bath as he rolled up his sleeves. Dipping his hands into the water and cupping them, lifting water and releasing it over Alex’s head. “Mikail…” The fledgling ignored his master as he repeated the process, before reaching for the soft wash towel, falling still when Alex’s slender hand touched his wrist. “Honestly Mikail, I just fell. I’ll be alright.” Red eyes flared as Mikail growled low in his throat, his hand snapping back, a sharp smack echoing in the tiled room as he slapped Alex’s hand away. “Don’t lie to me. I know what’s going on.” Alex flinched at Mikail’s gaze, looking away quickly, wet hair sticking to his face. “I-I don’t know what-”“Damn it Alex!” His hand slammed against the edge of the tub, his gaze burning accusingly as he glared at his master. “Stop lying to me! Why didn’t you tell me they were beating you!?” Alex’s jaw tightened slightly, his pink eyes fixed firmly on an unspecific spot in the tub. “…It… it’s not like you can do anything about it. I didn’t want you to worry.” “You did a shit job, Alex. What did you think I would do when you come home every other night and lock yourself in here for hours?” His slender frame pushed against the porcelain as Alex shrank back, shaking hands clenching together tightly under the water, which only reached a few inches above his waist. “Even so-““Why don’t you stop them? Why do you let them do this to you? Or do you regret creating me?” Alex’s eyes went wide, his gaze snapping to Mikail. “What? No! What does that have to do with-“

He fell silent, his gaze softening as he saw Mikail’s face. The fledgling cursed, swiping at his eyes, feeling tears smear across his skin. “That’s why they are beating you, right? Because you made me, without ‘consulting’ or whatever crap…’” He flinched slightly as a pale hand touched his cheek, Alex’s pink eyes sad as he shook his head. “Mikail, who have you been listening to? Who told you these things? It was that boy, wasn’t it? That’s why you hurt him…?” Mikail bit his lip, nodding his head as he closed his eyes tightly, trying to stop his tears. Alex shifted, leaning forward and wrapping his arms gently around Mikail’s head, sighing softly in his thick hair. “Oh Mikail, you shouldn’t listen to their words. They are only trying to hurt you. I am getting punished for something that happened long before you came along.” “…What?” Alex was quiet for a moment, and Mikail could feel his shoulders drop slightly. “…I do things they don’t like. I’m not what they expected… I don’t kill every human I come across. It makes them mad when I don’t slaughter everything with two legs.” He brushed Mikail’s hair from his face with a few gentle strokes, leaning back and looking into his eyes. “So they aren’t hurting me because of you. My making you was probably one of the few things they actually approved of, even if they didn’t like why I did it.” Alex smiled in a weak, but honest manner, tilting his head to one side, as if asking if Mikail understood. “I have never regretted making you what you are. It’s because you are here that I have enough strength to go against them at all.”

Mikail wasn’t satisfied, frowning as he shook his head back and forth. “…That attitude isn’t healthy. I don’t like the stiffs either, but if it’s letting them beat you like this, I don’t want you to go against them anymore.” Alex laughed with a bitter tone, leaning back in the tub as he closed his eyes. “I have to, Mikail. If I don’t, they will kill innocent people… and I can live with this if it means saving a few.” Mikail felt a clench in his chest, quickly brushing his arm across his face before he grabbed the sponge, dipping it in the water and beginning to work on cleaning Alex’s body. “Why do you care about humans so much anyway?” Pink eyes opened to half mast, staring at the ceiling, holding in pain as his body was scrubbed free of grim. “…It’s redemption. If I can save some of them… then maybe, I will have a purpose to be here, to have betrayed Master, so long ago…” A smile came to Alex’s lips as he looked at Mikail, his fingers brushing across his cheek like butterflies wings. “Yet another reason I do not regret you.” Mikail kept his eyes down, focused on his task as he held his tongue, forcing himself to breath evenly as Alex’s hand fell back into the water. Red eyes glanced at his face, seeing Alex’s eyes close as he allowed for himself to be tended, something the other was probably deciding he would allow Mikail to do from now on. Mikail’s gaze lowered once more, allowing the pain he felt in his chest to come up to his eyes. After all, if Alex still felt it necessary to save humans for redemption, even after creating Mikail…

Well, that meant Mikail was no more important than those humans at all, didn’t it?


 

Alex's past, part two? Or something like that.

Ugh, Alex can be so unintentionally stupid. This was written from Mikail's point of view, because I'm gonna start putting you guys in his head too. (Mwa-haha.) ^^ Lol, he's still sweet and caring in this one, isn't he?

He won't be this way for long, Enjoy him while it lasts. *laugh*

This is when things basically start changing in Mikail's mind, though Alex never notices until Mikail lets him notice, which is when everything goes to hell. Mikail's a sneaky, clever little mongrel. I should put a picture of him up on here... I don't have Mikail as a doll yet, but he is who I'm currently saving for. Have a mold selected and everything.

I hope you like it.

All characters and world belong to me. I thought of and created them. DO NOT STEALZ. ^^ Thank you for reading.

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May. 28th, 2009

  • 10:54 PM
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Yes, I spelled it that way on purpose.

SO, I'm back from an awesome trip to Fanime09!! XD I had so much fun! I got to see so much pretty stuff, I didn't spend all of my money until the second day this time too! *laughs at self* I got to meet :iconR727: in person!!! That was so awesome~! XD I got to meet Remi and Mathey too~! Remi is one of those molds that, when you see it on the website, you don't like it so much, and then you see him in person and your like 'HOMG, your fracking GORGEOUS!!' I mean, I already knew he was awesome and lovely, but I didn't realize which mold he was. XD When she told me, I was like 'Oh snapz, that's right! He is that mold!' Lol, it was so much fun. XD I got to make four MNF's do the YMCA, lol.

But yeah, it was awesome. I bought what I wanted to buy, which was one of :iconheise:'s books, and some MSC, and a lot of art. -^^- It was lovely. Lol, though it was mildly painful to see Junkyspot there, with a DZ MO, mocking me... T_T Lol, but it was all so much fun.

^^ The boys had fun too. I was walking around the Dealers hall with Lorien, and we stopped at this table that had doll clothes on it, and suddenly, I felt him shift. I thought he was falling, so I sort of adjusted, and looked at him...

I swear, he was leaning over my arm, with his hand outstretched, reaching towards this pair of pants. XD He was obviously saying 'I want THAT. BUY IT.' So I had to, lol... Lorien never really asks for anything, so the fact that he nearly fell off my arm was a sign. XD Amusingly enough, I didn't buy Alex, my clothes whore, anything at all. I bought Shin a shirt that he as currently stolen though. >>;; Sadly, I didn't find a wig, or eyes for Shin. He needs a new wig, and I want to get him shiny eyes. So sha... ^^ Working on that still. I didn't find any sneakers either, so I still have to buy those as well.

So woot~! XD Quick rundown, lol. I had a blast. Thank you my dear friends who went with me~! XD And I'm trying to look over all I missed, but if I miss anything, please tell me, lol.

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Short~!

  • Apr. 28th, 2009 at 10:47 PM
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I like it. What was once a thing of occasional exhastion and annoyance is now something of simplicity, practicallity, and freshness. It's a breeze that sweeps in a light feeling of confidence, a dabble of giggles here and there, and an occasional sigh of bliss.

Yes, I cut my hair.

Hair and Self examination )


So let's move on too dollies, or sort of. Since I forgot to post this before, you may have it now. ^^ A story of epic sillyness. ( I posted this on dA, for those of you who watch me there. ^^)

 
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Now, on to more rant.

About characters, as a whole. )

I wonder if that all made sense to you people... *laugh*

Well, the title completely lies about the post. XD Did I deceive you? I did not intend for it to be so long, lol. Or confusing... or serious. *laugh*

Also, I watched a movie called 'The Manturian Candidate' tonight. It had Frank Sinatra in it, and another guy who I absolutely LOVED. Man, I really loved his character!!! it was so sad and wonderful. It's a wonderful and well made movie, and I strongly reccomend it to all. <33 (ESCPECIALLY you, Say. XD Your gonna love the characters.)

Ok, I shall stop now. XD Well, ta ta!
 

There is Always a History

  • Apr. 11th, 2009 at 11:12 PM

Huzzah!

  • Apr. 11th, 2009 at 12:05 AM
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*shrugs* I'm not really excited-

I lied. Scars and Pictures~ <3 )

What the crapz just HAPPENED?!?!

  • Apr. 6th, 2009 at 10:53 PM
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Kk, so after weird sort of Twilight Zone day, i am now kinda out of it, lol. XD Nothing exciting happened, nothing out of the norm... but today just feels weird. I am so NOT  tired, but my eyes feel strange. Blarg. I wants to paint dollie's, but I has no dollies to paint. (Ignoring the head that need's a lip re-do... Don't know why, but I is. >-< I make no sense.)

I NEED CREATIVE NEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! I NEED A REBOOT BUTTON!! I DOES NEED A SHOT OF C-JUICE TO THE SPINE!! NOWZ!!

Lol, dont' know what just happened. Mergle. ANYWAY! So, I was watching TV, and the anime Gurren Lagann came on, the one with the dude with blue hair and the weird sunglasses? Dnd the chick with the long pink hair, nearly no clothes, and the rifle? With the gundam like robot's? So, never seen this anime before, and I was watching it, go trhough two episodes kind of getting what was happening...

AND WHAT THE HELL?!?! I JUST START WATCHING IT AND YOU KILL SOEMONE?!?! YOU KILL SOMEONE I LIKE?!!? ALREADY?!!? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO THIS GUY IS!!! AND YOU KILLED HIM!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!!? *weeps* SO NOT COOL! I JUST MET THE GUY, AND HE'S ALREADY DEAD!!!

I'm not gonna say who, in case of spoilerage, and I wouldn't like to give it away to people who actually know all of what is going on. BUT! What the crap? I'm so sad!! I just started, seriously only two episodes, and I'm already getting worked up over it? My brain... it aches... *weeps*

*weeps more*

I does not like. I does not like at all.

BTW, Say-chan, I think the person who did Noein did this anime. It's a little similair. but I may be wrong.



*runs away*

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"Something to Think About" - Story

  • Apr. 3rd, 2009 at 12:47 AM
Alex

So, this story is about Alex's Master, or Joo-Eun. That is not his real name, no one know's what his real name is. But that is what the people who live in the village nearby call him. It means 'Silver Pearl', and is actually used as a girl name. XD They call him that, because half of the village still thinks he's a woman, because he's so beautiful, and his voice is so hypnotizing. That's why he speaks quietly, because his power is focused in his voice, and he can seriously kill people with a word if he isn't careful. A good reason for him to be so impassive, because if he get's angry, and raises his voice, people die. >.<;;

I'll try to write about that later, lol.

Something to Think About )

Fortune Cookies are true? (& Meme)

  • Mar. 31st, 2009 at 3:25 PM
Cutekyoko

I just noticed my nail is broken. Like something snapped half of it off. ...Huh.


A new car, maybe? )

Oh, also, I got Alex's body last week. XD i didn't make a big hullabaloo about it because I took this big photostorie shoot that I'm going to put up, and I kind of wnated that to be his 'reveal'. But it's a REALLY big storie. So many pictures... So yeah, be looking for that soon!!

I've also done TWO DOLLIE FACEUPS NOW!! I'll post pictures of those too. ^^ And I got the new Pokemon game. *dances*

So yeah... awesome stuff. ^^

And now for Meme. ^^ [info]seijikat has included me, lol!

The MEME )

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Alex is ALEX.

  • Mar. 25th, 2009 at 7:23 PM
Alex

I cannot express how I am feeling right now. 

It is above happiness. It is on a level of euphoria. But not an excited euphoria, an euphoria that stops you in your tracks, an euphoria that makes you want to cry. Because Alex is suddenly ALEX. His body isn’t even here yet, but it doesn’t even matter to the one who is now at my side. He looks at me with a literally shining gaze that says ‘Hell yeah. I am back. This is me.’ Once those glowing pink eyes were in, he suddenly burst. It was like he was suddenly THERE, in my mind. Alex was suddenly whole, suddenly healed. Lately, when I’ve been writing with him, it’s been so hard, because he’s been so sad, torn from his past and the frailty of his future.

But now, he is the Alex he was always meant to be. THIS is Alex. The Alex that led a band of rag tag human’s to victory against a near legion of vampires. The Alex that came back from insanity because a small half fairy cried for his help. The Alex who was specifically chosen by an ancient vampire, one of the strongest living beings in the world, at only the age of six. The Alex that is friends with demons, and speaks to dragon’s. The Alex that has been through pain and suffering, and is now a shining jewel who will never again back down. Who will never again let the opinions and promises to others make him lose that which he cares for. The Alex that has been given a second chance at life, and is taking it at a run. The Alex that is weak, and know’s he’s weak, and no longer cares. And yet he’s still strong enough to protect that he loves. The Alex that is no longer ashamed, timid, or frightened. Hell no, this is Alex as he was meant to be. Bright, fun, energetic, snarky and downright annoying sometimes. Kind of nuts, loves clothes and company, and makes mistakes. But he’s not afraid of life, and ignores the normal rules of ‘that’s how it should be’. Never satisfied until he thinks it’s right. Never stops, but never forgets. Heck yeah, my Alex is here. All original, all Alex. A vampire who treasures his friends, doesn’t believe in enemies, and is his own master, who isn’t going to let himself become broken ever again. He’s here, he’s mine, and he isn’t going to be leaving any time soon.

This is Alex Junius Rineheart. Born June 23, 1443. Age of 566.

And in my mind, Alex tells me 'Thank You.'



In case you couldn’t tell, I got my package today. Hence the whole ‘Alex is now Alex’. It amazing what eyes can do. He’s so stunning to me. Even the fading light does nothing.

Though I don’t know if any of you know, since I haven’t really talked about it online, I have been pretty down lately. I’ve been tired, and life has just seemed really overpowering, like there’s so many things I want to be doing, but I can’t, because there’s no time, or I don’t have money. Everything has just been to much. But right now, that feeling is gone. Maybe it will come back, maybe not. But I feel accomplished, I no longer feel depressed at all. Me and Alex are kicking depression out the door with a boot to the face, and a few projectile’s to keep it away. No, tonight, I am satisfied. So I’m going to spend it with my dollies and me. And probably some House, or maybe even a movie, but probably just House, Law & Order, CSI, and some Doctor Who. Depends on what’s on.

Two completely different posts in one day. Yes, it’s been an awesome day.

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"These things do happen..."

  • Mar. 25th, 2009 at 12:00 PM
evilkittylaughter
No, I will not quote the rest.

I will NOT.

Not that my brain has to stop, it's just going on and on. yes, moving on. ^^

If you couldn't already tell, this is a random post about things that have been happening lately, and probably just whatever come's to mind. And I'm gonna mess with colors.
    
So there.

The Colors are Blinding )
Lol, ok, I'm done. Half an hour to go before class. *punch's fist weakly in the air*


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